Where should I go??

SPA interview, October 26th, 8am, Simpang Tiga, Kch.
Should I go for a try??
I didn't want to.
Oh No~
If I pass the interview,
That means I'm going to leave Form 6, leave Tung Hua (again), leave Sibu (again).
And I have to start a new life there, make new friends, My God, it's..aww.
I dun wanna leave here now, for this moment, for this time.
Let me have my decision.
And if I regret it next time, it's my own business.
At least I live a life I wanted.
I dont think it will end up with R-E-G-R-E-T-S.
I have the answer. Understand me, please.